Coffee Attack

So going out for coffee wasn't all that bad. Actually it was kind of nice to have conversation with someone who doesn't really know you all to well. It was the after coffee part that sucked, he walked me back to my dorm and left and I went to gossip with my friends about how it went. 24 hours later no text from him...Again I shouldn't care about some dumb boy who didn't text me but I guess it kind of hurt that the same thing happened again, I went out had a great time and then there was no follow up. Until last night when I went out with my friend against my better judgment and shot him a text which resulted into him inviting me to a party that night. I was ready to go but I got a friendly reminder from two of my good friends that if he didn't text you when you are sober than you shouldn't go out with him until he does. This is why these girls are my best friends. They look at the situation and help me deal with it better. In fact my friend Sammi sat with me for an hour while I was having a full blown panic attack in my room about a friend I was fighting with and other issues I had been going on in this week from hell. Despite what these girls have going on their life they always take the time to validate what I am feeling and give me advice to try and help me. I have only known these girls since September and I already feel as close to them as I do with my best friend from home. I can't imagine what college would be like if I didn't have them.